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    ARPC first sergeant serves with pride

    ARPC first sergeant serves with pride

    Photo By Tech. Sgt. Emily Smith | Master Sgt. Thomas Metcalf, Air Reserve Personnel Center first sergeant, speaks during...... read more read more

    AURORA, CO, UNITED STATES

    06.11.2015

    Story by Airman Emily Smith 

    460th Space Wing Public Affairs

    AURORA, Colo. - When the Air Force repealed Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell, many gay Airmen felt like they could finally be open about who they were.

    Thomas Metcalf was born in Little Rock, Arkansas, in 1982. He grew up in a lower-class family that was no stranger to food stamps, he said. He spent the first nine years of his life living on a farm with his two siblings.

    Metcalf’s mother joined the Army when he was 8 years old. It changed the course of his family’s entire life, he said. It was an equalizer for the Metcalfs. It was his first introduction to the military lifestyle.

    Later on, after a failed attempt at college, he decided that he would also join the military like his mother.

    “My mother was a huge influence on why I wanted to join the military,” Metcalf said. “I saw how it turned my family’s life around, and I knew that I never wanted to worry about money again.”

    He initially wanted to join the Marines because that’s what he thought the definition of a “man” was, but he wasn’t yet a legal adult and his mom wouldn’t give her consent.

    Metcalf didn’t know how to swim, so he said the Navy was out. He didn’t want to work as hard as his mother did, so the Army was out. He figured that if he didn’t want to be in the Army, he didn’t think that the Marines Corps would be any easier. So after some more thought, he decided that the Air Force was the branch for him.

    His first base was Andersen Air Force Base, Guam. Within his first two or three months of being on station, he had heard that he was under investigation for being gay.

    “A friend of mine told me that he had heard I was under investigation,” Metcalf said. “It was weird because I didn’t even do anything. I’m not sure how they got the idea. It taught me that I should not be open about being gay and I should be cautious about the people who know and be careful with my mannerisms and actions.”

    Not long after his investigation began, 9/11 happened and his command had bigger and better things to focus on, he said. He said that his first base taught him to be cautious and never admit to being gay.

    “I never told anyone that I was gay, their assumptions can be their assumptions,” he said. “But as long as I never told anyone I was gay, I knew I’d be somewhat OK.”

    Metcalf was then sent to Ramstein AFB, Germany. There he was able to be open around his Airmen. He was able to talk openly about his boyfriend at the time because of his support group and the European lifestyle being more accepting of gays.

    But for people he wasn’t close with, he still had his secrets. He learned to get in the habit of saying “Danielle” when speaking about his boyfriend, “Darnell” and changing all his “he’s” to “she’s.” Because of Don’t Ask Don’t Tell, Metcalf still had to remember to keep his stories together. Leading a separate life was now his normal.

    After his time in Germany, he returned back to the United States, which meant he also had to return to hiding who he was.

    It was a smart move at the time, he said. But after six and a half years of active duty service, he transitioned into the reserves so that he could pursue school and learn how to survive outside the military. It gave him the chance to live a civilian life and be around people who were more accepting of his sexual orientation, he said.

    On Sept. 20, 2011, the Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell repeal happened and it changed Metcalf’s life. He was now able to be open about who he was. He was now able to be himself and not worry about possibly losing his job over his sexual orientation.

    “I heard it over the radio,” he said. “I was leaving Buckley AFB one day, and I heard the president speaking. And I did not realize how much of an effect it’d have on me. I was driving and I heard him say the words in the speech and I started crying. In one swift move, he just validated my entire military career.”

    His 12 years, multiple deployments to Afghanistan, Iraq and Qatar, being stationed in multiple countries, doing his best for the Air Force, was all validated in one presentation, he said.

    “It still makes me excited to think about,” he said.

    Regardless of the repeal, nothing was different the next day at work, he said. Metcalf didn’t open up to his coworkers for another two years, but after a while he didn’t feel like it was fair to keep his partner a secret.

    “It was freeing,” he said about coming out. “You don’t realize how much stress you carry about an issue until it’s removed and you can feel the weight removed.”

    During last year’s Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender Pride Month, Metcalf told his heart-felt story. His words filled the crowd with tears, smiles and applause.

    Master Sgt. Metcalf is now the first sergeant for the Air Reserve Personnel Center on Buckley AFB. Part of his inspiration for becoming a first sergeant was to help Airmen through tough times like he experienced, he said.

    “I do this to be there for people in this time and this transition in the Air Force and giving them the support they need and some guidance they need sometimes,” he said. “Realizing that they too can succeed, and they will promote and they will continue their career and they can meet all aspirations they have.”

    Metcalf hopes to see in the future of the Air Force and America an equal workplace for all lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and straight Airmen.

    “My hope going forward is that LGBT members serving in the military and have served in the military are able to take part in the freedoms that we have served to protect.”

    Metcalf wants everyone to know that no matter what someone’s sexual orientation is, background or story, if they decided to serve, that is all that matters, he said.

    “I am African-American, I am a son, I am a man, I am in the Air Force and I am gay,” he said. “But none of those make me a single identifier. And it’s important to me that I am seen as I want to be seen, and that is as an Airman in the Air Force.”

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    Date Taken: 06.11.2015
    Date Posted: 06.22.2015 11:46
    Story ID: 167635
    Location: AURORA, CO, US

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